[Whispered]

The last words i whispered didn't reach you,
I wanted to scream and or
write it to you....
Nothing worked.
Thoughts forgotten on what and who knows
misconstrued

My words are my release but the supposed ill feelings are deceased
No more glances exchanged
My teeth grit through all your bullshit
My fists clench underneath the sweaty palms and forehead
GET outta my HEAD!!

I whispered my memories,
Long phone talks and elongated text messages
Good times; metaphorically long ago...
Reality says just a few months ago.
You wanted my whispers when they were elsewhere
On her, she, boi oh boi's heart....
Now I have a change of heart....
I don't know where to start.....
Your heart is pulsating in my hands
emotions got you going playing around in never never lands

I was once there too,
but maybe it just really wasn't meant to be
I tried, you tried, she lied, I cried
You tried, I lied, she cried, I died - inside.
I attempted one last whisper just hoping you could come off of your cloud
and hear me, see me, feel me, mentally - my whisper was to soft
It disinegrated b4 it reached your ear
Now you are left with fears - no words
no phone calls no vistations no more verbal elations
- pda's are tucked away
Whisper; Whispers; Whispered - tainted.

Abstrakt 2009©