[Undercover]

Hiding from the reality of life
Protection from the brutal unwanted truths
Scared
Nervous
Agitated
Misunderstood but safe
Undercover she dwells
In a deep solemn slumber
She dreams a perfect world
A perfect life
A tcefrep love
No regrets
No mistakes
Just risk takers
No more haters or
Fakers.

You think that life would be better perfect
To her it'd be boring the ups and downs give her
The motivation to keep breathing
keep moving
keep living
keep BEING
You only have one to live

As the REM sets in everything takes a turn
as she drifts into her memories
Trying to forget
forgotten
If the past is the past why does it rehash itself at all the wrong times
Wishing she could select a point in time to erase and replace with a diferent memory
Or better yet prolong the distant positive memory
Erase all the times tears wasted and seeped into her pillow
Erase all the lies
Heartaches and heartbreaks
In a perfect world thats all it would take

REM stops
Dream bubbles pop
body and thoughts drop
Back in her deep slumber
she goes....
Undercover.

ASRN 1999©