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Slick tongued

Strong willed

Encased by blunt truths

Snake eyes

Mentality is everybody lies

We tried

U cried

I lied

Forked tongue sharper

than A serpents tongue

Smells seek you out

To make me remember what once was

I cringe

I binge

I pretend

You lend your shoulder

To later yank it out from under me

I lose balance and fall for

Another false hope

Waiting to elope By myself to forget another.

Lover

Love-HER

Seeker

Seek-HER

Pleaser

Please-HER

My hearts racing

I stare up to the sky

And see my fear flying by my

Heart drops

Feels like it stops

Incoherent thoughts ease

in and out of my mind

I shake

I tremble

I feel tears dropping

Streaming

Crawling

down my bitter cheeks

I look around me to

reassure myself

Of the forgotten

Existance

Excuse me

Perdoname

Songs my son sing

scratches at my brain waves

Becoming a slave to

consistent rhythms

and Repitions of his little hands

making noise when I least expect it

His feet walking in my footsteps

as we scream at the

top of our lungs

“1-2-3-4 march”

excuse me…..

Pardon me “coming through your property”

etched in my brain

Yet another child rhyme heard from the contraption called TV

I try to finish this poem….

EXCUSE ME

PARDON ME!!!

My heart needs a minute to catch up with my brain.

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