So she is up
feeling some kinda way
& HER is not loosing any sleep and doesnt seem to care anyway.
It's easier said than done
to act like it's been one...
But still she rises....
w/ the sickest pain in her stomach
she groans.....for her inperfections
and perfectly flawed moments don't want her to let go
but inevitable has happened and has stabbed her in the back...
what was once something is now NOTHING....
she's starting to think it was NOTHING from the beginning
but HER ; really gave SHE not a choice or chance in hell.....
Two stubborn souls;
beaten down and mentally tattered emotionally broken
no one left to blame but the past....
She; the past wreaks havoc on their future....
HER gives up......walks away or tries to but doesn't get far
b/c she still kind of cares...
HER erases pain; heart feels heavy....
can't go on NOT knowing....
NOT glowing
NOT growing
NOT showing
NOT flowing
placing the blame on the unaccused; placing the blame on the unaccused
going in circles
spinning at full force
getting dizzy.....
SHE doesn't want to give up
SHE just wants to live it up
SHE just wants HER....
would have gone 1 thousand miles TO[get]HER - get it?
Maybe SHES alone in this
maybe she's alone in this
Maybe HER wasn't the bliss -
that she needed
arranged times.....smile lines are now frowns
wondering if time was reversed would the words have been rehearsed
regardless of circumstance?
-doubt it.
SHE lays her thoughts......
and heart
smiles to rest....
tucks them away tight w/ o even putting up a fight.
It's the best thing to do....even though it takes all her might.....
closes eyes......
wipes tears....
erases fears.....
SHE lays head on metaphorical pillow......
GOODNIGHT.
Friday, December 12, 2008
[Lost]
Posted by Everyone calls me Abs at 6:12 AM 0 comments
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