[Lost]

So she is up
feeling some kinda way
& HER is not loosing any sleep and doesnt seem to care anyway.
It's easier said than done
to act like it's been one...
But still she rises....
w/ the sickest pain in her stomach
she groans.....for her inperfections
and perfectly flawed moments don't want her to let go
but inevitable has happened and has stabbed her in the back...

what was once something is now NOTHING....
she's starting to think it was NOTHING from the beginning
but HER ; really gave SHE not a choice or chance in hell.....
Two stubborn souls;
beaten down and mentally tattered emotionally broken
no one left to blame but the past....
She; the past wreaks havoc on their future....
HER gives up......walks away or tries to but doesn't get far
b/c she still kind of cares...

HER erases pain; heart feels heavy....
can't go on NOT knowing....
NOT glowing
NOT growing
NOT showing
NOT flowing
placing the blame on the unaccused; placing the blame on the unaccused
going in circles
spinning at full force
getting dizzy.....
SHE doesn't want to give up
SHE just wants to live it up
SHE just wants HER....
would have gone 1 thousand miles TO[get]HER - get it?

Maybe SHES alone in this
maybe she's alone in this
Maybe HER wasn't the bliss -
that she needed
arranged times.....smile lines are now frowns
wondering if time was reversed would the words have been rehearsed
regardless of circumstance?
-doubt it.

SHE lays her thoughts......
and heart
smiles to rest....
tucks them away tight w/ o even putting up a fight.
It's the best thing to do....even though it takes all her might.....

closes eyes......
wipes tears....
erases fears.....
SHE lays head on metaphorical pillow......


GOODNIGHT.

Re[Verse]al

She gave me what I wanted She gave me what I needed// Exploring me and touring me I was at a loss for words// teased me pleased me and released me //my body was undeniably hers; it purred//I moaned she groaned & held tighter and tighter//Like she had to be a fighter to get me where she wanted me//I jerked she werked - my toes curled; eyes rolled, tongue tied you ain't NEVER lied // eyes wide body open heart heavy with this passion no one can divide

Abstrakt 2008©

[Mercury]

She left mercury alone in the depths of her mind
in her dreams she dreamt of relaxation and verbal elations....
Even mind stimulation....which it is as she has recieved....
Happier than ever believed.
If anyone could ever see what she sees and underSTAND it wholeheartedly
when her voice speaks volumes i stand strong b/c I am too the same way.
She took a trip to the moon and got lost trying to find myself...
Oblivious to change.....
Oblivious to existance....
Oblivious to reality .....
Mercury and the moon saved me
Mercury pulled her down to the moon and studied every crevice
The passion started no more idle eyes
Just us as the moon shifted her axis
Just us as the moon shifted on her axis
mercury was at full submission
Ready mentally physically & emotionally......
Explained through motions not words
we explored.....touched & teased all 5 senses
relaxed on many different surfaces
I found you; you found me.

In the deepest depths of the galaxy is where I dwell
Mercury made me escape reality n made it rain....
With my eyes wide open.....all I really see is you...
You....
Me....
The moon
&
Mercury.

Abstrakt 2008©

[Sunshine]

You have woke up to many sunshines....&
laugh I hear you from a distance....
Thinking of the womb, woman that gave u life.....
precious, beautiful maybe even priceless,
I see her in you.....physically - beautiful.
Not sure of any other way just yet but dime a dozen
fits just right.
I look at the seed i planted 5 and a half yrs ago....
& see me in reversed w/o even being rehearsed my one true love;
amazingly intelligent. Don't want him to
walk in my shoes b/c those shoes have been abused
and over used.
Standing strong not like my dad but a REAL man in
the rarest form of perfection.
Is that too much to ask? I don't think so.
I revert back to the sapphic lands n try to find the road
I was once on but i've lost the map back too the moon.
What can I do? How can I survive? No worries; dreams captured me.....
even though weird....I'm focused.
I continue to walk down that road till i find my destination.
Eyes dry temporarily feet strong and ready for anything NOW - rather than b4.
Crossroads are near, through the mist and dust....I see you - standing there.

Abstrakt 2008©

[Trading Places]

Role reversal

unequipped rehearsals

completely submissive its your chance

Lets make it an all nighter

exploring each other you then me;

me then you holding on tighter

and tighter

just a lot of sexual pleasures

and repetitive endeavors pleasin' teasin...

Just in that order repeatin' like I said this

Would be an all night thing no inhibitions

maybe a few exhibitions in

every room in the house foreplay role play.....

this like BK and You can have it your way...

Tonight your wishes our my command

Whatever you want there's no need to demand it because

I would most definately supply IT.

Lead me to the next location think of it as

an intimate vacation no salutations

just moans and motivations to make

your body utterly and completely mines

after all we are trading places

no hiding faces just traces of us

lingering from the bedroom to bathroom to kitchen.....

no more wishing just me having my way

with you and having as much as I want of you....

Trading places

Role rehearsal

unequipped rehearsals

Lets make it an all nighter as you reach your point

you hold on to me tighter.....

don't fight it let it go......

that'll just let me know

I pleased you and teased you in the best way I know how....

**TAKES BOW**

Abstrakt 2008©